I rediscovered something these last few weeks, something of immense importance. As I dug away at my friend’s pain and suffering; when I really got to the root… They shot upright as if possessed, their eyes intent right on mine and said “But I like my suffering, I couldn’t live without it.” Then the adversary retreated from them and things continued as if the conversation never occurred.
If you are reading this it’s because it’s called out to you via some level of causality yet undiscovered or unacknowledged by mankind. These beings, our family and friends, they want it…. Deep down in some previously unexplored aspect of their identity, the roots, they nourish themselves on the pool of pain and suffering.
Remember always that god is the doer, the seer, the actor, and the action; this alone will liberate you from the terrified inner core of identity which believes, tragically so, that suffering must continue for this self of mine to exist.
Shame, fear, anger, lust, hatred, all “I” and “Mine” scoffing at the one truth; while all the while unaware that this very scoffing is that one truth.
The beauty of this breaks my heart, and fills my soul with boundless bliss. Freedom is available my children, always, right here, RIGHT NOW. Awaken from your dark slumber, grasp your divine nature, and change the future by realizing the truth of the now. All is freedom, all is perfect, all is love; one, complete in it’s wholeness, complete in it’s apparent separation. BE FREE!
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I like to think about waking people up like this: It's like cutting a diamond that doesn't want to be cut. There is only one tiny place on the diamond where a gentle tap will shatter the current structure. To find that place you need to study the diamond, wait for that side to be exposed, then gently crack it open.
Until the time is right, you will just break your hammer or harm the diamond :)
I have lived on the lip of insanityWanting to know reasonsKnocking on a door, it opensI have been knocking from the inside!Rumi
I could gaze at this for days
Anatta (This is my left brain method of communication)
11:11 (This is my right brain method of communication)
This is a Buddhist concept about the fundamental nature of phenomenal reality. All events, things, concepts, perceptions, and identities will ultimately prove themselves to be illusory as the mind gains in perception and time marches forward. Essentially the root of all suffering is the ignorance blocking you from perceiving directly the true nature of reality, the world and self are ALWAYS in a total state of change and it’s really not sensible to attach any names or identities to anything. A simple example is when someone identifies with a belief system which is no longer serving them; because they think “they” really “are / were” “someone” who believed in “X”, this “X” may have been of value in the “past” but now they are getting signs from the universe (bad feelings, fights, contrary information) that this belief system needs to be dropped; they fight it because they feel it’s attack on them. But there is no “them” or “fighting” or “defending” when you see the true nature of things, and there is no suffering! I’ll try to expound more on this but it’s a good start. Practice meditating on stillness, unite with the unchanging observer and you will lessen all forms of suffering bound up in identity view. Update: In many ways trying to box any object into a concept like trying to capture god into one concept. God being infinite and boundless is totally indescribable in any fixed way. God is everything, you, your shoes, your house, your friends, cats, dogs, this text, and even trash is god; when trying to apply any fixed concept to these things you are really trying to box in an aspect of god. In doing so you are tricking your mind into believing that there is a limited separated self whom observes and possesses these external objects. When in reality it’s always god seeing god, every single moment.
My subjective take on the 11:11 For me it all started on the morning of the very first day of the year 2000, I was quite literally shaken awake at exactly 11:11am, once that door was opened it never closed. Now nine years later I have been in constant and meaningful contact with the following patterns of meaning: 111 – 999, 1111-9999 11:11 11:22 (which is see as a next step) 12:12 12:22 And many many more. If you are experiencing this I’d urge you to start communicating directly with the universe, treat it like you would any other intelligent and loving being. I’ve personally asked it for signs and gotten strong answers in return on several occasions. Do not fret if you receive no answer, give it time and love. It’s likely that answers are not flowing because it’s not the time for you to hear them; or to answer would take away some form of your free will. It doesn’t have to be numbers to be symbolic, the universe is your “future” self and will communicate to you in a way that is very obvious but could be nearly impossible to explain or prove to others. This is because proof that one can consciously communicate with the universe would take away the free will of those who don’t want to believe. (Consider the above essay complete, at exactly 222 words!)
If anyone has any questions on this profile or anything else let me know!
Pathway to seeing the bliss:
It's really simple :) in fact so simple that I missed it for over a decade of study and effort.
You just need to create the karma (causes and conditions) that leads you to seeing what's always been there.
Do the following in any order that seems right (it will be the right order trust the process!)
Study scripture: Literally go to the book store ask god to make the right book find you, grab a book at random (see if one calls to you), flip to a “random page” and start reading. If it doesn’t speak to you repeat the process, dedicate your actions to the ultimate benefit of all beings. Keep doing this and follow your heart instead of your mind. Don’t worry about “finishing” books, your karma will lead the information to you through any media it can. (I’ve gotten lessons from seemingly mundane TV shows because I was looking for them, or even other peoples conversations in the airport as I pass by them)
Cultivate Compassion: (see loving kindness below) Dedicate every single action to the benefit of all beings. I recommend starting with something you have no choice in, like going to the bathroom; every time you go rededicate all your actions (including defecating!) to the benefit of all beings.
Act constantly: Let the internet find a mantra that suits you and chant it all day (while dedicating like described above). Anytime you don’t “need” to be thinking chant and dedicate it; every time you go to the bathroom rededicate it and all other actions.
Left Brain description: Karma = Action (ANY ACTION + Intention) = Result / Effect
Action = Anything done in the body of god that the mind thinks will change the unchangeable. Actions are totally neutral it is only through the perception of ownership (that it's "you" and not god who is the actor) and the union of intention that "karma" is created. Actions include:
Chanting
Baking
Throwing away garbage
Vomiting / any perceived negative bodily function
Intention = (Good or Bad * Number of target beings)
Bliss = (The biggest number you can think of * The biggest number you can think of)
Psuedo code for bliss While Living = True If Negative Karma - (Any Action + Intention * number of actions) < 0 Then User Experience = Bliss
If Bliss Then User Experience = (Any Action + Ultimate Intention * number of actions * Bliss) = Experience Oneness EndWhile
Repeat the above in any order, trust the process, and don’t deny the bliss that’s ALWAYS there.
If you do this, you will really feel this:
Uniting with the one (Spiritual Marriage)
The underlying universal mind is a loving and bliss charged being (as much as one can apply attributes to the infinite) it loves you deeply, not matter what you’ve done or been. To me this love expresses itself in all the ways you see humans sharing relationships; mother child, wife husband, brother sister. Depending on your path you may be inspired to unite or “marry” the one, to do so prayer and desperation aren’t going to be enough. Like any spouse you must build a relationship of mutual love, trust, and cooperation. For one saint’s take on this method of uniting with the divine source see here: http://en.wikisource.org/wiki/The_Spiritual_Canticle
John literally experienced becoming married to god after a long courtship. His works are extremely insightful for anyone who wants to cultivate a very personal relationship with the source; really could it be anything but a personal relationship?
Making Ascension Happen in Traffic (Well anywhere really)
This is a stunningly simple and effective method for elevating both yourself and others (don’t forget that both are just god!). While stuck in traffic instead of mindlessly listening to the radio, getting mad, or willing it to be over try the following: For everyone you see (cars are ok if you can’t see inside them, then intention is what matters not the specific target) say in your head “I love you”. Do this over and over and over until you are out of the jam for every single car you can safely look at. I guarantee you that with enough time you’ll want to be stuck in traffic instead of wanting to escape.
I really feel these songs :)
Reflection Lyrics by Tool
Lateralus by Tool
Parabola lyrics by Tool
I have come curiously close to the end, down Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole. Defeated I Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.
It's calling me ...
And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping. The moon tells me a secret. My confidant. 'As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own A million light reflections pass over me' It's source is bright and endless. She resuscitates the hopeless Without her we are lifeless satellites drifting.
And as I pull my head out I am without one doubt Don't want to be down here Soothing my narcissism I Must crucify the ego Before it's far too late I pray the light lifts me out
Before I pine away. ...
So crucify the ego Before it's far too late To leave behind this place so Negative and blind and cynical
And you will come to find That we are all one mind Capable of all that's Imagined and all conceivable
Just let the light touch you And let the words spill through Just let them pass right through, Bringing out our hope and reason.
Before we pine away.
Black then white are all i see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see. as below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.
Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.
Black then white are all i see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see there is so much more and beckons me to look thru to these infinite possibilities. as below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.
over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind. Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line. Reaching out to embrace the random. Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.
I embrace my desire to I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow to feel inspired to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral to swing on the spiral to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human.
With my feet upon the ground I move myeslf between the sounds and open wide to suck it in. I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me. what ever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going. Spiral out. Keep going.
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. hold on, stay inside... This holy reality, this holy experience. choosing to be here in...
This body. this body holding me. be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion.
Alive
This holy reality, in this holy experience. choosing to be here in...
This body. this body holding me. be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion... Of what it means to be alive
Swirling round with this familiar parable. Spinning, weaving round each new experience. Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this Chance to be alive and breathing Chance to be alive and breathing.
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality. Embrace this moment. remember. we are eternal. All this pain is an illusion.
I AM a manifestation of the transcendent self
FIRST BREATH: 06/20/1980 ~
LOCATION: ~ NC USA
HOW I FOUND THE GOLDRING: via ~ Magenta Pixie
MY MISSION: ~ Free all beings of suffering
MY TEACHERS: ~ Buddha, Shiva, Shakti
GREATEST POWER: Bliss filled will
CREATIVE TALENTS: ~ Bring ideas into reality
EARTH SERVICE TO OTHERS: ~ Doing what I can when I can for all beings
I DREAM... ~ Important section for Initiations: Ceremony of Asking ~ This is where you script your asking for the Initiations Ceremonies. These ceremonies are to assist members in finding and aligning with their soul's purpose and passion.
Dream of: Merging with the one
THE NOW
I AM: Really really happy; have to hold back the giggling constantly. It often feels like I'm going to explode with joy; reality is so awesome.
THE TRUTH OF MY WORLD ~ please list information you feel connected with... ~
your thoughts on pain and suffering, on the number 11 have helped me a great deal. lots of USEFUL information! 12:17 (1+2+1+7=11) has been a recurring number sequence for about 2 years. lately, for the past 6 months or so i have been seeing 22 everywhere, and i always glance at a clock at 22 minutes past the hour. i recognize that this is a message, this is trying to alert me to something, but it is still elusive...
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Hi. Congratulations on Be/coming a writer. I like your analogy of Source as Partner. I will try remember that as I deepen into the ONE LOVE. In the One Love that Is All, Ariadne aka Sassybrightlight
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