I will be updating this profile on a regular basis as i learn more about myself, my mission, my goals and my abilities. (I'm trying not to make it too long. But my writing work seems to want to extend as far as it can. Please don't hate the words. It's not their fault.) Thankyou for your understanding. Love to you all. Antonx
Bigme says Hello!
THERE IS NO REALITY!
NOTHING IS TRUE!
ESPECIALLY EVERYTHING YOU READ HERE!
I implore you all, to stop working tomorrow. Make tomorrow the day that you will decide you have learned all you need to know. Give all your dreams one more day. If tomorrow never comes. You never stop learning.
L O V E
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Anton Krasauskas
STAR SYSTEM: Sol
FIRST BREATH: (05/23/1983/UK)
LOCATION: Everywhere. Physically focused in West Yorkshire, UK
HOW I FOUND THE GOLDRING: via MagentaPixie2012 on Youtube
MY FAMILY: There are many people that i have felt a connection with, even though i have not even met them. There are those that i know i have been friends with before this life. As though i am re-finding my tribe. Anyone and everyone is part of my tribe. As long as i can find myself in them and they find themself in me.
MY MISSION: To reconnect with my higher self, and my tribe. To assist those around me during the ascension and be a source of light and love.
MY TEACHERS: ABRAHAM, Robert Anton Wilson, Bill Hicks, Earth, Love, My brothers and sisters in Light, Love and Learning.
GREATEST POWER: CREATION
CREATIVE TALENTS: Writing and Music
EARTH SERVICE TO OTHERS: To create music and art that shows my own perspective, and hopefully presses others to consider their perspective. To be a wayshower and to help others to understand their potential and their inner power. To awaken as many people as possible, by whatever means possible.
I have incorporated these words into a song called "Prayer To Asha Ico". You can listen to it with this little dealie.
"...There is an image, inside your head. No Not inside your head. My head? No not in my head. There is an image inside heads. It’s bright and clear and recognisable. So recognisable, in fact, that you, me, anyone who sees it knows it intimately as soon as it registers. As soon as the light bounces into the eyes, down the optic nerve and into the brain. The head sees itself and the universe in the image and knows the image so intimately that there is no need for cognition and no need for deliberation. Instantaneous understanding. Split second white outs and a feeling that the head has come home. That image is everything. The be all and end all. The goal of all research and all compilations of knowledge. All forward momentum in the history of the timeless universe. . That is my goal, to find it and prove it and show it to everyone and you will all say “Oh yeah. Now I understand.” That is what it is. That is what we all strive towards. It is our benchmark, our expectation, our goal, our finish line. Our final farewell and first greeting. That is it. This is it. You. And me and us and them. We are it.. and you will say “Oh yeah. Now I understand..."
"The stream of manifestation will turn into a river of transformation and flow into the ocean of Ascension as it is given to all who have asked. The Wayshowers are active and need to connect with the Teachers of Light. They Must Ask! Ask to be healed by being a healer and receive vibrant health. Ask for knowledge as you teach and receive wisdom. Ask for Wealth as you give Appreciation and receive Abundance. Ask for Love as you give with Compassion and receive Happiness. Ask for Respect as you Give Gratitude and receive Success. These are the things a Wayshower must do."
-Rysa
Prayer to the higher self
The journey never ends. We see ourselves in the now and focus on becoming The expanded, advancing us We follow in our own footsteps
Let us always remember that There is nothing that we cannot accomplish We have already accomplished it Otherwise we would not even be considering it as an option.
May we always remember that we are following those that have gone before, and leading for those still to come With hands outstretched to take the hands of those who wish to take them.
And so we say to ourselves. Lead the way, i will be right behind you.
I DREAM... (...big dreams if at all possible)
DREAM OF BLISS: To follow my higher self (following in his footsteps is following bliss). To dedicate my skills and my energy to our ascension into the next dimensional frequency. To be able to make a living from my art, my music and my creative abilities, so that i may more actively participate in aiding those who want to be an active part of the process we will be undergoing.
DREAM OF WISDOM: Complete joy and appreciation comes from remembering that there is no end to the learning process. Every day is a new expansion in my life. I will always be able to know, understand, explore and teach more tomorrow. To be constantly happy in knowing that i will never know all that there is to know, that way, wisdom lies.
DREAM OF LOVE: ACHIEVED!
DREAM OF POWER: If i have power enough to get out of bed and smile, the rest of the day will go perfectly as planned. If i am able to do this, i need no more power.
DREAM OF VISION: Visions of the world we will inhabit pass through my mind every day, and the more they do, the more i see that world taking shape. Understanding where i am now heading, i see that these things will all come to pass, otherwise i would not even envision them. My life and my thoughts are dedicated to bringing these visions to fruition. I know that they will come to pass on their own, whether by my hand, or by another. I would like to have a hand in their creation.
DREAM OF SERVICE(S): I would have the ways and means to aid people using music and art, through relaxation and ecstasy. I would be able to devote myself full time to healing through the use of performative methods and helping others realise their own passion and energy.
DREAM OF CREATION: To be able to create for the rest of my life. Whether people see or hear my work is less important, as long as I am putting it out. In contributing to art and music, I am adding to my own understanding and appreciation of the world, as each note and each word changes how I feel about the world I inhabit. As my mind and my knowledge changes, so does the collective understanding of the world. In my learning, we are all learning. In your understanding, I too understand.
THE NOW
I AM HERE: Ever growing, following in the footsteps i set myself. Each day is a new understanding of what it means to live in the NOW!
I SEE NOW: Millions of cells and patterns of waves, realising their potential and awakening to the possibility that they are creators.
I HEAR: The call of the next step. I am forever moving fowards but never needing to move at all.
I KNOW: That the universe knows exactly what it is doing. That love is all that there is and as long as you are working from your own space of love, you will realise all dreams and ambitions.
I WISH: For the understandings that i encounter to benefit others. And for the world that others create to benefit my understanding.
THE (constantly changing)TRUTH OF MY WORLD
Beautiful Wisdom shows me a different perspective. It is easy to forget how much we have still to learn. Wise words from someone who has been walking the path longer than us remind us that we still have a long journey, but that we are not alone on the path, as we sometimes seem to be.
Beautiful music makes me smile. No matter what mood i am in, music can always change how i feel.
...It's not that i have a short attention span. It's not that i lose faith in things. I was told during my teenage years that i must be bi-polar because i flit so casually from one passion to another. It's not flitting. I am interested, excited and involved in a lot of things, too many to get heavily involved in at the same time. And so i will begin a project, leave it for a few weeks, when a more effective way of explaining my ideas arrives, and then return later with fresh perspective and a new way to complete the project i started with. My whole life is made up of these overlaps. And honestly, it's a lot more exciting than only being involved in one thing. I can't imagine how dull that would be for me....
Some (im)mutable laws i just made up... (it's ok to have laws as long as you make them up, and don't expect anyone else to follow them)
The universe we live in is designed in such a way that information filters down to you as and when you need it, and as you absorb it, so does your personal, particular universe.
Nothing you come across was there by accident, it comes to you because you asked for it.
I am not the same person i was two seconds ago. On a very basic level, for example, the very act of breathing has changed me, the air around me and the surrounding environment. Because i am alive, i have changed the universe, and so i too must be different.
I have found that there are many branches that life takes you along. And as you choose right or left, sometimes you can see the consequences of the choice you did not make, because they are happening to someone else at the same moment.
The more you attempt to apply logic and formula to life and nature, the more you are daring it to defy. It seems much nicer to just sit and watch the trees grow and know that you will never comprehend what it is that makes them grow the way they do.
You will denounce and disbelieve anything you set in stone at some point. Stone is not a material to carve beliefs onto. Water is a more suitable material.
Beliefs written in stone are brittle and easily broken by others. Beliefs in written in water are steady and easy to adjust and unbreakable. Stone against stone destroy each other. Stone against water is worn away and broken down over time. Water against water mix together and strengthen each other.
Probably more to come too...It's fun making up laws.
All are an aspect of the one. Just as we are all Gods and Godesses also.
HOME & BODY:
My body is the vehicle for my mind and spirit, and so as such, i don't pay as much attention to it as i probably should.
TEACHER(S) & GURU(S):
ABRAHAM, Papaji, Eckhart Tolle, Jeshuah.
LOVE & JOY:
My family. My friends. The goal of unconditional love brings joy itself.
LANGUAGE(S):
English, Gibberish.
TRANS-FORMATION:
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BELIEF(S) & RELIGION(S):
"Reality is what you can get away with"
HAPPINESS:
Music, writing
MY LISTS
Music & Movie Favorites
Nature & Sacred Places
Movies - Paprika, The Beautiful Green, What the bleep do we know? Zeitgeist, The Secret, Vanilla Sky
I wish i had visited more Natural places. I intend to.
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Music - Anything and Everything. I will give anything a chance.
There are many sacred places i want to see, but i have not seen any yet. I walk through the streets and towns every day and look for the sacred beauty in shop fronts and water fountains for now.
Sir Pent's Circus: (an attempt to extract the noises that keep me awake at night. This one is fairly eardrum friendly.)
I will be replacing this with more recent work once i can get a video editor that doesn't crash my computer.
YromemorY I was inspired to write a poem after reading something rysa wrote about moving from reaction to creation. I noticed how they're anagrams of each other. And then this all just came out too. This is far more eardrum friendly.
My main musical project. Mostly Noise based experimentation, though moving into soundscapes and more easy listening styles. (Caution: May not be suitable for those who like having eardrums.)
I'm also working on another project based on writing that i am "channeling". The music fits together really quickly and easily, and the spoken words go over the top. It is only because of the ease that i refer to it as channeling. I do believe that it is with help from my higher self Asha Ico that this music comes together so easily. It is already written, it is just a matter of me putting it together and saving it as an MP3. So, because of that, i am also working on music under the name Asha Ico.
YromemorY is the first of this new material, and there is a lot more to come. I'll be putting new songs up fairly regularly, just because it will give me a reason to get busy creating.
West Yorkshire based performance group, dealing in the things that make us feel seperated, and yet ultimately make us more connected than we know. We work in film, live performance, painted and sculpted works, and any other medium we want to try our hand at. If you are interested in getting involved with us, or finding out more information, please get in touch.
There will be more to come, once i get around to putting other things up. Please hold...
I AM A TEACHER OF
the art of being an eternal student.
My Most Profound Belief
I believe that we have have more potential than we know. I believe that our goal in every incarnation is to awaken these powers within ourselves and help others to do the same, and to meet the people we are to share our (current) lives with in pursuit of this goal.
I believe the most "correct" path is described in the old hindu saying "If you help your brother across the river, you cross the river also". It is no longer feasible or viable to assume that everyone can cross the river by themselves. There is the means for us all to cross together. We just have to look to our left and right, and join hands with those next in line, and realise that we are all one.
I believe that we can create the universe as we want it to be, and that working with others who are working towards the same goals, is much more profitable than working with those who are working in other directions.
I believe that Reality is what you can get away with, that there is no such thing as evil, that nothing is true and everything is permitted, that truth is a matter of perspective, that we are thoughts in the mind of GOD, that we can never get it wrong and that we are truly and completely loved, no matter what we do. That the only choice we ever have is to see and know and understand LOVE or to reject it.
~~~ If children could see their parents fly, they would have no doubt of their own ability to fly. ~~~
And so here we gather. Uniting ourselves under one common banner. Following a path that leads over the horizon that we see in the distance. We all take our mark, get ready. We glance around at each other and see the smiles. So many happy faces smiling back at us as we prepare ourselves for the longest journey we will ever undertake. We kneel down and slap our palms in the dust, readying ourselves for the race. We can feel the tension and the excitement. Never have we felt so exhilarated than right now. This is it. The beginning of the rest of all time. The moment when we become what we dreamed of becoming. We straighten our back legs, still grinning broadly, fire and gold dust raise in our body and fill out empty minds with a fountain of laughter and waves of joy. We glance up at the horizon one last time, waiting for the pistol to be fired, so we can start our race.
*BANG*
We are still getting set, and we are gone. We do not run, we do not need to move at all. We straighten our body and stand upright again, smiling and laughing to one another. There is no need to race, for we already know who will win. There is no need to cross the finish line, because there isn't one. There is no need to journey to find ourselves, because we are already here. We need never move from this spot. Together, warm, bright, happy, smiling, joyful souls. All we need is to know that the race has begun and we will realise that we have already come first, second and third. We won before the race was even declared. It is only when it started that we understood it.
Love and Light to you all, my brothers and sisters in joy. Many X's,