I am not sure of the path, but i walk. I am unsure of the company i keep, but we laugh. I am doubtful that my thoughts are pure, but i contemplate. I have no idea whether or not i am worthy, but i believe that i am. My body is weary and needs to rest, but my heart is eager to continue. My eyes are shot with blood and fogged, but i trust in my direction. I do not know if i will get where i want to go, but i hope that i will. I know there is much to do, but i hold it all in perspective. Walk, laugh, consider, believe, continue, trust, hope. Hold all things in perspective. There is nothing except Love. Love. Love. Love. Love.
Love to you all. Antonx
Bigme says Hello!
Humility Patience Compassion Grace
These are the virtues which i must cultivate to ensure that i am of most benefit.
I am a baby god, waking up in an unfamiliar world. I scream, for that is what babies do. No-one comes to attend to me. So i realise that i must cease my attempts at seeking attention. I am only screaming because i am lost and alone. But what of those who feel the same but who cannot scream? I shall seek them out and help them to find their way. So that neither of us will feel the need to scream.
LoVe lOvE LoVe lOvE
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Anton Krasauskas
MY MISSION:
To learn about what it means to be in true connection with the higher self, and to teach others the same. To live in light and joy, and spread it wherever necessary. To trust in myself and the reasons i have been brought here.
MY TEACHERS: Everyone. I must remember that everyone is a teacher.
EARTH SERVICE TO OTHERS: To help others to understand their potential and their inner power. To awaken as many people as possible, by whatever means possible. To bring forth wisdom and knowledge. To propogate the information that i have been given to spread.
"The stream of manifestation will turn into a river of transformation and flow into the ocean of Ascension as it is given to all who have asked. The Wayshowers are active and need to connect with the Teachers of Light. They Must Ask! Ask to be healed by being a healer and receive vibrant health. Ask for knowledge as you teach and receive wisdom. Ask for Wealth as you give Appreciation and receive Abundance. Ask for Love as you give with Compassion and receive Happiness. Ask for Respect as you Give Gratitude and receive Success. These are the things a Wayshower must do."
-Rysa
Prayer to the higher self
The journey never ends. We see ourselves in the now and focus on becoming The expanded, advancing us We follow in our own footsteps
Let us always remember that There is nothing that we cannot accomplish We have already accomplished it Otherwise we would not even be considering it as an option.
May we always remember that we are following those that have gone before, and leading for those still to come With hands outstretched to take the hands of those who wish to take them.
And so we say to ourselves. Lead the way, i will be right behind you.
I DREAM...
DREAM OF BLISS: To follow my higher self (following in his footsteps is following bliss). To dedicate my skills and my energy to our ascension into the next dimensional frequency. To be able to make a living from my art, my music and my creative abilities, so that i may more actively participate in aiding those who want to be an active part of the process we are undergoing.
DREAM OF WISDOM: Complete joy and appreciation comes from remembering that there is no end to the learning process. Every day is a new expansion in my life. I will always be able to know, understand, explore and teach more tomorrow. To be constantly happy in knowing that i will never know all that there is to know, that way, wisdom lies.
DREAM OF LOVE: ACHIEVED!
DREAM OF VISION: Visions of the world we will inhabit pass through my mind every day, and the more they do, the more i see that world taking shape. Understanding where i am now heading, i see that these things will all come to pass, otherwise i would not even envision them. My life and my thoughts are dedicated to bringing these visions to fruition. I know that they will come to pass on their own, whether by my hand, or by another. I would like to have a hand in their creation.
DREAM OF SERVICE: To have the means to be a teacher. To teach is to learn. I wish to learn all that i can, so i must teach all that i have learned. I wish to be of benefit to others in their spiritual lives. That is my only wish, and from that i will attain my own understanding and fulfil my own spiritual path.
DREAM OF CREATION: To be able to create for the rest of my life. Whether people see or hear my work is less important, as long as I am putting it out. In contributing to art and music, I am adding to my own understanding and appreciation of the world, as each note and each word changes how I feel about the world I inhabit. As my mind and my knowledge changes, so does the collective understanding of the world. In my learning, we are all learning. In your understanding, I too understand.
THE NOW
I AM HERE: Ever growing, following in the footsteps i set myself. Each day is a new understanding of what it means to live in the NOW!
I SEE NOW: Millions of cells and patterns of waves, realising their potential and awakening to the fact that they are creators.
I HEAR: The call of the next step. I am forever moving fowards but never needing to move at all.
I KNOW: That the universe knows exactly what it is doing. That love is all that there is and as long as you are working from your own space of love, you will realise all dreams and ambitions.
I WISH: For the understandings that i encounter to benefit others. And for the world that others create to benefit my understanding.
THE (constantly changing)TRUTH OF MY WORLD
Beautiful Wisdom shows me a different perspective. It is easy to forget how much we have still to learn. Wise words from someone who has been walking the path longer than us remind us that we still have a long journey, but that we are not alone on the path, as we sometimes seem to be.
Beautiful music makes me smile. No matter what mood i am in, music can always change how i feel.
MULTI-MEDIA
The Human Body Energy Centres 1-3
My Most Profound Belief
I believe that Reality is what you can get away with, that there is no such thing as good or evil, that truth is a matter of perspective, that we are the thoughts of the FATHER and the cells of the MOTHER, that we can never get it wrong and that we are truly and completely loved, no matter what we do. That the only choice we ever have is to see and know and understand LOVE or to reject it, but it will never cease to exist just because you can't see it. LOVE will find a way to get into you, and will not give up until it succeeds.
The sun is a portal. The reason it burns your eyes is because you are not ready to see what it has to show. The reason the world is quieter at night is because it is the sun that creates the "static" during the day. The sun gives, the moon gathers.
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Everything that is worthy of LOVE is worthy of worship For what is worship but a form of unconditional LOVE? If you wish to be a fountain of LOVE, You must be the priest and the pilgrim in all that you do, to all with whom you commune, and with all that you have.
Love and Light to you all, my brothers and sisters in joy. Many X's,
The sister site for the BTR show Artists and Ascension, hosted by Nancy Wait (Nanineko) and myself. We discuss the role of art and artists in the process of ascension, and how that process affects the artist and the work they produce. We are live on Tuesday nights from 10pm (GMT). The following links will also be useful if you want to know more.
Since the beginning of spring 2009, I have been in contact with a 'being' called Bigme. The reason i use the inverted commas is because he's not really a being. In effect i am communicating with an infinite and timeless version of myself that has lived through all my experiences, and is guiding me towards the Bigme that i want to be. How do i know i'm following? That is where this blog comes in. I have begun keeping a record of advice, lessons, notes and teachings from my infinite self, and we want to share them with everyone. It is our hope that others will be able to come into contact with their own infinite self, and be enabled to follow their bliss, leading towards finding their highest and greatest self.
There are a number of other projects that i am working on with Bigme, including an upcoming music/video series and a book that details the journey to finding Bigme. I will keep you updated as they materialise.
The new site for the Yorkshire based arts group "The Skeleton Project". We are constantly creating, devising and performing pieces that deal with how people interact with the world around them. We produce music, art works, performance pieces and videos, examples of which can be found at the site. We are always on the lookout for collaborators and contributors.
Alongside these, i am an artist, musician and writer for myself. I spend a great deal of my time writing, in the hope that the words i create will help someone in the future.
I am aware that i must play a more active role in the world, if i am to help anyone.
I am constantly learning and evolving and moving upwards, and the journey has no end but the end to which we all are heading together. A single one of us cannot hope to find the finish line, until all are ready to go.
The LOVE that we are all looking outside for is within us, and has been all along. The world we see outside, the reality we are existing within, is completely created by our mind. SO anything we hope to find outside must exist within us.
It makes no sense to run around looking for happiness. You can find happiness in stillness, in peace and solitude, in the laughter of another person. When you are in LOVE, it is not that the person or thing that you are in LOVE with is giving you anything. You are simply recognising the LOVE that exists within.
When someone LOVES you, it awakens your heart and your mind and you let in the energy of LOVE. Being in LOVE is a tearing down of the barriers that stop LOVE from getting in. That is why love was given to us, so that we could open our hearts and find LOVE.
LOVE needs a better word. That is part of my goal. To find the word that will fit in it's place. Or at least to find a way to awaken its vibration within others so that they may pass it on to others still.
