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Greetings fellow wayshowers and Welcome to my page. I am an artist, a drum maker and a writer that sometimes has to work as a nurse to support the arts. I wish to change that.
The Water Goddess is Complete and has a great story to tell. Vist my blog Living in the Now to read her story.. I would appreciate youre comments.
Living in the Now Paintings with Stories Drum Maker - opening soon
MY Newest Project~ Expect a Miracle - always free.
love the animals!!!emmylou - Oil on canvas 16 x20 november 2009
Exploring Self .. digging into the depth of my personality, inner me, soul, spirit or whatever one wants to call it is an insane adventure.
And must not forget the influences of malevelolent and benovolents ufo types, Angels, Demons, Archangels, Witches and Magicians and all.
Then there are the words, the many words of teachers, gurus, shamans, my mother, my father, and everyone else in so called authority.
Then there are messages from trees, water, plants, animals and every other Relation.. in all my relations.
and must not forget that I am so sensitive I think, feel and hear so much that is not even mine. Then there is the shapeshifting, out of body, travel to unknown lands and other psychic phenomenon.
And what about Karma and Dharma...
No wonder I am feeling a somewhat insane..!!! and paying the rent.
I really have to make a move before it all engulfs me more than it already has..
anyone got any suggestions?
This was a fun painting to paint.
I am not sure when the golden being first appeared to me but it always shows me where within myself I can find tools from the universe. This particular Golden Being is holding a pipe.
There is a story to this painting.
I was working with the Native Communities in British Columbia on a mission as directed by a Blue Being. The Blue Being had instructed me to go into the communities to help the people go back to their culture. I was not to be their leader or healer but rather show them how to get back to their hearts through their culture. The Blue Being told me the Native people are in a period of redemption.
Many of the Elders honored me by naming me. I never actually used the names but did understand the respect they were showing me.
One old woman, I will not call an elder, gave me a Pipe. I did not want it but as to not offend the community I graciously accepted it. I was very troubled by this Pipe.
A few days later I travelled to another community where Melvin Grey Bear was conducting a Yuwipi Ceremony. This is a Sioux Ceremony. (more on this another time) The room was totally dark during the ceremony and constant drumming and rattling took me into another world. In that world the Golden Being appeared. I am not certain that was the intend of the ceremony but for me it was good.
| I Dream of Bliss: Waking up each morning watching the day wake up with a lightness in my heart and closing each night with thankfullness for another day on this earth. |
I Dream of Wisdom: To know when to speak and when to be silent and to have the words I do speak to be heard with a open ear and open heart.
I Dream of Love: To feel the love inside my own heart and to pass that love on to others.
I Dream of Power: To have pure information.
I Dream of Vision: To see what is on the other side
I Dream of Service: Through art and writing.
I Dream of Creation: To create Art and Writing that provides a lavish income.
I Dream of Walking in Silence healing people without them AND perhaps even me knowing it.
Thank you!!! Please join me in my Vision.. My Dream...
Painting on the Porch!
| THIS IS MY DREAM|
I have a dream of creating a space where I can paint and talk to people. Where others can come and create art and perhaps music.
It is like painting on the porch... a wonderful experience I had while house sitting in Santa Cruz, California.
Painting on the Porch: I sit here on the porch in beautiful Santa Cruz painting and watching the people. It is early morning and the joggers and dog walkers are out. As the morning progresses people are hurrying to work and then the university students arrive and hurry on to their classes. The moms get their children off to school. By mid morning the grandmothers and grandfathers are heading to town for their collection of needed groceries. The morning is full of many people, all ages. Then a whole new group arrives in the afternoon.
After a few days of this routine of me painting and watching the people some notice my painting and say hello. Some ask if they can come closer. Within a couple of weeks I have a couple of students stopping by asking me about art techniques.
Other artists start arriving and one joins me for an afternoon. Then a young man comes and sits and just talks and tells me about his worries and concerns.
Before I know it many people are stopping to share their world. A mommy with three small children arrive. She just wants to talk. The kiddies are restless so I set up a table with brushes, paint and paper and they create beautiful abstracts. Mommy and me talk about dreams.
This is my Dream... My Vision.
From Jan through April 2009 I had the wonderful opportunity to paint on the Porch.
Many people came.
Many ideas and wisdom was shared.
And a few new artists were born.
| I received my art training while working full time as a Registered Nurse. A retired professor had opened his home as private art institute for people just like me, ones that wanted to create but who had to work to maintain their families. He had the studio open from 7 am til 11 pm and his students could come anytime. As I painted on the porch and told others his story many aspiring artists told me they would love it if they had a place to create. |
THE TRUTH OF MY WORLD
~ I live in a multidimensional world ~
- AKASHIC RECORDS: There is a huge library where I have seen some of my records.
- STARSYSTEM: unknown
- VALUES & DESIRE: I value truth, kindness, serenity & being of service in a good way.
- COLOR OF AURA: Primarily blue, sometimes green, sometimes red. Ever changing
- GOD(S) & GODDESS(ES): Jesus,White Buffalo Woman, Kali, Shakti, Quan Yin, Morgan Le Fey
- HOME: Is in my own Skin ANGEL(S) & GUIDE(S): Blue & Gold Beings, an old Indian Woman.
- LIFE MISSION: To show others how to get to the door and let them choose to go through or not
- TEACHER(S) & GURU(S): Catherine Ponder, Stuart Wilde, Dick Sutphen, Shatki Gawain, Dov Baron, Norma Cowie, Christobelle, Osho, Drums and Bells and Gongs. My children, friends and everyone I meet.
- LOVE & JOY: Even though everything is not love the answer to everything is love
- LANGUAGE(S): English & petite espanol TRANS-FORMATION: Ongoing BELIEF(S) & RELIGION(S): Raised Anglican with a Native American bent. Studied bits of eastern religion and walked through many churches, temples, synagogues, and sacred circles.
- HAPPINESS: Walking in Nature. Watching the Day wake up and the night wake up.
A Nurse, Healer & Facilitator
Latest page update: Mar 22 2010, 5:08 PM EDT